I F21 recently went thru a phase of very very low libido to the point I was almost repulsed, and now im leveling back out again but i dont have the urge to goon and edge much anymore. but still I find whenever I get high or sufficiently bored there's a part of my brain that whispers to me that I should seek out goon fuel and porn. that that's the best form of stimulation. even if my conscious brain doesn't want it it's still there. it's kind of uncanny, like maybe I'd done something while I was in such an extreme hypersexual phase that changed me somehow. I watched enough hypno porn in the last year and a half, definitely..im extremely high rn and had this thought and opened up this app on a whim to type it out.....