as some of you may know, i am a huge fan of watching porn. i like doing it when i have some free time so that i rub to it meanwhile. i always find myself wanting to watch new scenes at any given moment during the day, but what i noticed lately is that when i finally start the video all the arousal that i felt in the day vanishes. i always skip all the beginning part and go to the last few minutes where there's more "action", it's like i never wanted to watch porn and i somehow find it boring, even if i don't actively think so.

what do you think is happening? is this a sign i should just take a pause? or should i abandon the goonette mindset?