I'm glad to have found this sub as I was browsing through reddit and I feel like there might be someone who can help me or has had a similar problem in the past.

I really want to be a stay at home housewife (and mother at some point) and be submissive to my partner. It has been my dream pretty much all my life despite only realizing it fully in the last few years (I am 24 now).

I've never had a problem with getting attention from men (sometimes wanted, sometimes unwanted) mostly because of my body type and some of my jobs. But I quickly learned that most men weren't serious with me at all (luckily before going too far with them). Most just told me they were looking for sex etc. right away, with some I found out later. Eventually I found a bf and stayed with him for two years but he kept promising things without ever doing anything and we weren't a match after all.

I really struggle with this because I would love the traditional lifestyle for my future but I am afraid of not finding someone who will actually support and not just abuse me in this. And I am afraid of being left alone after a few years.

How do I deal with that feeling?