after recording loads of these (...haha, loads), i finally got up the gumption to edit and post one! 💖

volume/clarity varies due to position bc i was on the floor with my phone on the bed (and also bc i definitely slumped forwards with my forehead against the edge of the mattress several times). and like... lbr, if y'all have ever listened to my other stuff, you know i'm loud as hell

other content tags/useful notes:
lofi but thoroughly edited, explaining what i'm doing, addressing the listener as an individual person rather than simply part of an audience, encouragement (right there, fuck me, etc), hanging a lampshade on exhibitionism (bc knowing you're listening is what makes me come), ✨vulnerability✨, joking around, sex life anecdotes, rambling about stuff unrelated to fucking, wet pounding sounds, temperature play, goddamn unavoidable plane noise in the background, loopy giggling, vocal range is allllll over the place while fucking myself (as usual), a couple of the orgasms are hands-free, eventually giddy & delerious

/u/accursed_creature/vday-ramblefap">listen here!

i hope you enjoy this as much as i did!

(also, this may be a little silly but if you actually listen to this on vday, send me a dm and tell me what you liked best! 💖 or any time, really, i love hearing from y'all)

some timestamps for skippers/folks with sound aversions:
^{♥ introductory ramble ends at 5:22 (but there's cock-out explanation of the little bit of temperature play stuff before that})
^{♥ some bassy pillow thumps around 8:30
♥ started lowering onto dildo at about 9:35; started actually riding it at 13:04
♥ overtly horny noises start at 10:00, another round at 12:12, focused up at about 16:30
♥ fucking myself from 17:44 onward
♥ much noisier after 19:20
♥ vibrator starts 25:05
♥ pounding starts 29:00
♥ 36:53-37:08 things are muffled by blanket noise, which continues to occur throughout during moments of intensity where i couldn't hold myself up lol}