I'm a Genshin player, but I will not go to the Serenitea Pot because that specific part of the gameplay reminds me exclusively of my ex. We'd go on Genshin dates and the last time we played together, he invited me to his Serenitea Pot and showed me an in-game date spot he built just for me. For context, it takes a good chunk of time and effort to farm materials to build the items in the Serenitea Pot. It's weird because I feel happy at first because it was honestly one of the sweetest gestures, but then I get angry and upset because while it was a clean break, he was an asshole post-breakup.

He was also a big FF7 fan, and he'd tell me all about the lore even though I had no clue about the game. I got interested and planned on playing the remake but alas, we broke up. Now I'm feeling a sense of bitterness about the game because I have this weird pride thing going on that I don't want him to have an influence on my life, and I feel like if I do play FF7, then he'd unknowingly "win" somehow? I don't know how else to explain hahah, the breakup was this August and I still get weird about my emotions towards him.