Porn/sex/drug addiction.

I am looking for somebody who is in the Houston area that has similar past history of being an addict since they were child and it developed in ways they never thought possible . I have been suffering from addiction since nine years old, or I would use pornography to cope with my feelings and discomfort, and watched the rest of the years to slowly my life into nothingness just seeing th good things I destroyed . And now at my worst, I am looking for somebody to really be there for me and hopefully I can be there for them and just keep me accountable and check up on me and have me doing recovery work and just be on my ass Al. I am 39 years old and it would help if the person who is going to help me is older and has more experience and has been through all the things I have and knows what to do.