I thought it might be nice to have some support and get some support back. The truth is, I have hit rock bottom recently due to unfortunate personal circumstances.

I suffer from chronic depression and anxiety. I'm medicated and see a therapist. However, due to stress brought upon by a recent event, my symptoms worsened. With so many feelings happening, it was difficult to be rational. I've hurt and alienated some friends, colleagues, and family due to out-of-character things I did.

Although I have a few friends, I don't fault them for backing away when the real, damaging symptoms appear. This has left me feeling rejected, abandoned, misunderstood, and more depressed. I'm ashamed to admit I have passive su*cidal thoughts and I fight them every day. I'm actively working on getting back to my old self.

I'm looking for someone who is open, understanding, and communicative. I'm strictly looking for females, preferably someone who also struggles with dating and being neurotypical, so we can relate to each other. We can check up on one another, talk about our issues, and hopefully form some sort of friendship. Maybe watch movies and play games online too.

About me:

• 30 year old female
• Likes music and singing. I'm a trained singer and can sing in 6 languages.
• Likes video games. I mostly play the Sims, Assassin's Creed, Tropico, and Overwatch.
• I LOVE animation and cartoons. I love Pixar films, Bob's Burgers, Simpsons, Avatar: The Last Airbender, and Netflix's Arcane. Anime is cool too.
• Likes deep conversations.
• Collects crystal jewelry, toys, and figurines (mostly Snoopy items).
• I love to bake.
• Not athletic but I enjoy recreational swimming, badminton, and archery.
• I'm like a Golden Retriever-- accepting, dependable, and friendly. Too friendly sometimes that my kindness has been taken advantage of in the past.
• Can easily be bribed with cakes and chocolate.
• I'm not an empath but I have a sensitive and nurturing side. I care about other people's well-being.
• Fun fact: I've ran away from an erupting volcano 3 times!