I want to cuddle, i want to be in her warm embrace I want to constantly pick her mind and constantly support her, i want to be held, but i want her to feel equally safe, i want sex yes but i want her to want it too, i want to go on cute dates and dress however i see fit and i want her to ask me to get her a beer, and snuggle up towards her or even tell me everythings alright, i want her to confidevin me anytine for anyreason wether it be making birdhouses as hobbies or personal life woes to even emotional doubts, because being there as a foundation is what its about. I want to cut the time between waiting and meeting her i want to find out who it is right now so i can meet her and tell her how amazing she is, i wanna be someones other half, i wanna be someones small ray of sunshine in a shitstorm i want to feel like i genuinely make at least one person feel like a weight is lifted from their fucking shoulders because the waits over, and they found their forever and goddamnit i wanna feel like im enough like i never have to constantly prove to myself that im worth their love and time and that i do make them happy and i can relax and grasp their hand, and think that forever fucking better feel like for-fucking-ever because goddamnit if i close my eyes and its all gone right here in a second and i dont get to live and feel and remember every goddamn minute, every stupid fucking second, then my rage will have no exponential limit because ive wanted this my whole life, and ill be fucking damned if i dont get to have my ice cream and eat it too

I just, i want a dom i never knew.......

I want it......so much......