Hey everyone. I hope I'm not getting everybody down by posting this, but there's something that's been weighing me down for quite some time that I feel the need to talk about. It's good to have communities like these to discuss this in.

I am really, really, really bad at dating, and feel like I'll never find a domme. It's not because of BDSM. BDSM is quite popular and I'm sure that dommes are more common that everybody thinks. I'm just becoming increasingly convinced that no woman will ever love me, domme or otherwise. This has caused me insane amounts of sadness, anger, and jealousy over the years.

It's even worse this time of year, when Valentine's Day approaches. During this time every year, I am relentlessly bombarded with reminders of what I will never have everywhere I go. On TV, on the Internet, in the grocery stores, you name it. Everywhere I go, I am bombarded with painful reminders of what I will never have.

Anyway, thanks for reading. I'm glad to have you all to talk to about this.