Just got back from a virtual halloween party with friends. I was the only one without a date, and the only one who has never been in a relationship, and combined with the fact that I have an uncommon kink, I'll likely not find one any time soon. All of my friends seem to be living rich and fulfilling lives while I'm stuck in quarantine during a gap year in college because my dad is immunocompromised. My day consists of finding the best way to waste time so I can go back to sleep and do it again the next day. I know there are a whole lot of jokes about how subs try to act like dommes are their therapy, but it would really help if I just had someone to talk to and hug and give me some reassurance.