I'm typically an orally bi guys middle aged guy. Lately I've been playing with my ass a lot. I typically use my wife's plugs or a dildo to fuck myself when I'm home alone. So I am on a hookup site for men and I typically just do quick blo and go hookups. I never let anyone play with my ass or play with theirs. I've really been wanting to get fucked for the first time. The last few months I've been really horny and actively looking for a guy to let me suck him and have him pound me from behind. I don't get as much free time as of like anymore so I decided to stop and buy a secret dildo for me to use when I'm not at home. I got the Dr. Skin 7.5" vibrating one and a bottle of my favorite lube (slippery stuff). I took an old 6oz tube (like toothpaste) and cleaned it out. I went into the private bathroom towards the end of the day and relieved myself. Then filled the tube with water, lubed my home with hand soap, pushed the nozzle in my ass and have myself an enema. I did this 4 or 5 times to make sure I was clean. I drained and pushed out what I could and then it was time to go home. When I got into my truck I immediately inside my pants and pushed them to the floor. As I was driving away I opened my lube, leave over and fingered my ass. I did stop about 2 mines from work and really work my ass with extra lube for a few minutes. Then I pulled out the new dildo. I deep throated it to get the good slime on it and slid it in my ass. It has the wider suction cup base for safety. I put a towel under me and bounced on it while driving. It was incredible! I work and live in a remote area so my drive takes close to an hour on back roads with little to no traffic. I just kept running up and down on it the whole way! Omg! I loved it. I found an excuse to go to the local Walmart and tried to find hookups on that site. I was willing to get pounded anywhere. There was just no luck. I continued to fuck myself in my truck while in the parking lot for well over an hour. I was so horny I basically filled my cavity with lube and really got rough and aggressive. I ended up having the toy in my from 3:45 until 8:30. Constantly riding it or using my hand to push it in and out. I made quite the mess but didn't care. That's what leather is for lol. I ended up riding it while jerking off and cumming at 60mph on my way home. It was awesome. Now..... I really need to find a guy or a few to host me and really give me some cock.

I know it's long and probably not exciting to you but, It makes me hot to go to work tomorrow (had today off) to find some cock after work or work myself over again.

Any recommendations on a similar dildo (maybe a little shorter) that will work my prostrate while I ride it so maybe I'll cum without jerking off?