Cheesy title, I know, bit it's the truth.

Married to a woman here, deep down, I know I'm a faggot and I crave cock, cum, piss, abuse, any and every vile thing you can think of.

Even worse, I crave a man (or men) to take it from me, even if I say no. Deep down, I know I'm worthless and deserve it.

I cruise Sniffies constantly, looking for men jerking my worthless clit multiple times a day, wishing I could find someone who thrives on his use/abuse/rape of me.

So I'm here begging for men who see it the same way, but can be trusted to keep it discreet so that I keep coming back for more.

This is about rape, so "no" should not be able to exist in my vocabulary, and if it did, you would beat/abuse/rape it out of me.

The up front stuff:

- 49 years old
- 5'6"
- 192 lbs, powerlifter build (because I powerlift 😉), thick legs, crazy ass
- Brown hair with salt/pepper, brown eyes
- Clean shaven/stubble
- Moderately hairy body
- Happy to trade pics upon request.

Please be in or near NYC. Also, no low effort messages please.