When I was 19 I met up with a guy, we went in his car to a parking lot in the middle of nowhere. I was giving him head and his cock was huge, like 9 inches and thick as can be. After a bit he told me he wanted my ass, I told him I was not comfortable with that right now, and he said that either he can fuck me, or he would leave. he didn't say he would leave without me, but I know he meant that he would. I said OK, because he was hot and because I was horny and didn't want to be left there, and he lined his cock up on my asshole and slammed it in in three ragged thrusts. It hurt so bad, I tried to move forward, and I told him to stop, and he just slammed it forward again, and I begged him again and then he gave that final thrust and I felt his hips on my ass. I was on the verge of tears as he started fucking me. Then, the pain subsided and I just had this feeling of "this is what I'm good for" I felt so good knowing i was making him feel good and I got so hard that I almost came without touching. He finished, and dropped me off at home. I went inside and took a shower and went to bed. I started loving cnc and painal porn after that and only realized like 6 months ago that I was raped and now I want it again so bad