here is how its path to being a fag slave got started…

was straight through college. experimented cpl times with guys my 20s while not getting any pussy. about 70/30 girls to guys in 30s, then around 15 years ago learned place as a complete faggot slave after being raped.

i was a bi cocktease that often flaked on guys. backed out/ghosted way more than followed through. this time had invited a guy off craigslist over for a blowjob. while was naked on knees sucking, two friends of his showed up and the three of them beat and raped it brutally for more than five hours. started just one in mouth and one in ass, but as was whipped with belt, punched, choked, slapped and forced to deep throat, eventually it became two in ass together and the other gagging and pissing down my throat. was forced into so many disgusting acts such as when they fucked my ass with a baseball bat while shitting into my mouth. hated it all then. yet less than 72 hours later was sitting impaled on a dildo, naked in front of the computer, and back online as a complete fag and craving/begging others to hurt and rape it more.

that rape flicked a switch within my brain. had sucked cock and been fucked before, even wondered what being a prison bitch would be like, but still preferred pussy. had never even imagined another human would do most of what they made me endure. after that first rape, that all changed and knew i was meant to service Cock and be tortured for being such a cock hungry faggot.

when those three guys had already fucked my ass and mouth and pissed down my throat, i was still normal. when they told me to open up and eat Their shit, i refused. one Guy started beating my cock and balls with the bat and wouldn't stop until i BEGGED to be their shiteater. resisted but after more than five minutes of having my balls pulverized the pain got so bad i caved and begged. as the first Guy's shit went into my mouth, another Guy shoved the bat up my gaping ass and fucked me with it. i actually came right then, the third time i did so during the long day. and from there, the switch was flipped.