I’m more curious than I should be about experimenting with men. It’s not that I just want to hook up with men though, it’s much more than that. A lot of my gay fantasies involve me being changed permanently, usually with me being a slave, object, pornstar, or more without the ability to go back to my “straight” self. I literally cannot help but get excited when I think of old men changing me for good. If I’m being completely honest, I see myself as a “sacrifice” for something much bigger than me, most of the time.

I’d like to talk about that desire that I can’t always shrug with dominant men, pref 40 . I do not want to talk about being klled, but anything under that I would love. Ideally, I’d like to intellectualize about this specific draw I have, especially if you experience something similar as a dominant man. Do you feel entitled to making submissive men your property? Get off on hurting them? feminizing them? I’d like to talk to someone on the flip side of this, and see if our written exchanges can help us both safely get off.

Limits are scat feet musk snuff and blackmail.