I have admired young men most of my life physically. I get all worked up for them sexually. This is usually only in my head or in porn. On occasion, like in a bathhouse, adult theater and group sex I have had sex with younger men and I really enjoyed it. Nice memories. This situation I'm in now I met the guy, he's 19 when he pursued me on Grindr. It started with him saying to me "hi neighbor" (We live 582 ft. away from each other) When I told him which house I lived in he told me he ran by it all the time. In text we had a nice conversation. I asked his age and told him mine and he was not a bit phased. He likes older men. We had several conversations that went well we both shared an interest in having sex with each other. I told him younger guys turned me on. This was met by him sharing sexual activities he wanted to have with me. I was excited by this responce. We have exchanged pictures that were met with approval by each other. We talked yesturday and that went great. I really liked the personality he shared with me. We made plans to get together day after next. Something sexual is on the table. I'm a bit nervous how it will payout. Am I a dirty old man? Is it OK to be one. I have had alot of good experiences with hookups so I know it can go well possible. I have a crush on him. Should I look at it as it's two adults involved so it's okay? I'm hot for him. We will see how Saturday goes!