Lonely big daddy bear is looking for real love. I'm a warm, affectionate and romantic bear who needs to feel real love in my life. I've been in a loveless relationship for eighteen years now and it's well beyond time to move on. I have a lot of love to give but I also want real love in return. Hopefully, someone responds to this and we click on a personal level, we become online friends and begin to have feelings for each other. I'm not sex obsessed, I haven't had sex in over a decade. I will tell you that I prefur to have sex only with someone I love and I think I'm demisexual, meaning that a close emotional bond with you sends my libido skyrocketing and it's so much more than sex to me. It's literally making love. I'd like to have a future with somebody, not be stuck in the dead end I'm in now with no love. I'm an extremely monogamous bear, I just want that one man to give all my love and my dick to. Have I cheated on my current partner, yes because after so many years of being ignored and having my advances repulsed and being pushed off, I needed to feel that someone saw me as a sexual being. Having always been a big bear, even since I was a boy, I don't have good self esteem. Having said this, I only want one man in my life. I am not a serial cheater, when this happened I was several states away, homesick and in a very vulnerable place emotionally. Anyways, sex isn't the end all be all for me. Love is. If I found the right man, I found love him even if sex wasn't possible. I do like it and I want to give it but my heart is what's aching right now, not my cock. I'm a quiet bear, I like to have fun. I especially love boys who share their feelings with daddy abs who aren't afraid to cry on their bear's chest. I hope you say more than 'hey' and not respond for days. If you're going to just say 'SC?' please don't bother. I want someone who can carry on a conversation. I'm a gay man but I am open to masculine ftm boys. What's in your heart is more important to me than what's between your legs. Hugs, kisses hope to hear from you. Love from Daddy. XXOO