Have you ever been so lonely, That your heart was about to break, and you think for every moment that you can't stand to be awake?
The feelings that you have are so intense and so strong, why can't I find a sweetheart and why would it be so wrong?
Your heart is overflowing with so much love you have to give, But it seems like no one wants it and that's not a way to live.
I'm not so different than others I just need a really good man, Not for just sex or for friendship but for a lifetime of love, If I can.
Being me is very difficult but this is how I am, It's not a choice it's a given the love I want to give to another man.
Each time I go out on a date and meet a so-called nice guy, He tells me I'm not his type that's when I just want to die.
I've been rejected so many times Some look at me with nothing to say, I think "God it's hard to live like this" as a piece of my heart breaks away.
Don't get me wrong I do have friends but there's something more that I need, It has nothing to do with sex or food Just give a chance to plant the seed.
It has to do with LOVE that's all the need to give and give some more, To have a natural companionship is something you cannot find in a store.
God willing one day I will find that special someone for me, Mt dream man will come along in time and he'll find me waiting, you'll see.
But until then I have to live with this loneliness I bear, My heart will keep the love it has until my hero comes, I swear. (end of my poem)
I seek a white male under 40 to love for the rest of my life. It's a shame I have to mention this, but I am a bottom seeking a top. I would like to find someone who is already in the central Florida area, but I am open to men anywhere in the USA if they are willing to relocate to Florida eventually. Let's talk, get to know each other and exchange pictures.