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[26 M UK] Is it gay of me to have these thoughts? - I'd love to hang out with an Older, Kind, caring daddy who'd take me to gay bars and find men for me to kiss and make out with only to then get possessive and romantic when I start paying less attention to him.
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At this current moment in time, I’m confused about my sexuality but I’d love to explore it more to truly understand myself. Lately, I’ve only been getting hard for guys I chat to or media online. Women I’ve found struggle to turn me on these days and it’s confusing me as when I used to love them so much. As far long as I can remember Women always did it for me! Now it's been so long since I last desired a women or jerked to the thought of a having sex with a her. Over the last year and bit my preference and desires have changed alot and I mean alot... when I watch Gay porn makes me so much harder than straight porn! My load cums in a stronger spurt too! I’ve been feeling strange things sexually about guys for a while now and I don’t know what to make of it. If someone could help me figure it all out I’d love you for it. I mean I might be gay but if that’s the case, how do I know and if so I’m closeted? I really need a strong alpha daddy to help me find my place and sexuality x. As far long as I can remember Women always did it for me! Now it's been so long since I last desired a women or jerked to the thought of a having sex with a her. Over the last year and bit my preference and desires have changed alot and I mean alot... when I watch Gay porn makes me so much harder than straight porn! My load cums in a stronger spurt too!

I would love to have a Kind, supportive, seductive and patient Dom Daddy to claim me as HIS Boyfriend or Fagboy lol. I prefer older guys with more experience, Maybe 20 years age difference max. I'd love to cuddle with daddy. Feel him explore my bare naked body under the sheets. I desire to kiss and make out with him. Stroke my head and support me. I'd love to Get on my knees and suck his beautiful cock and moan like a slut while laying on my back while he pounds my tight virgin ass! Sometimes I desire to have him strip me naked and latch a collar and leash to me and parade me around as his pet! I'd also love to have him buy sexy girly lingerie, stockings and high heels and have me slip into them. Then that night worship my man!

It also leads me to a fantasy I have about meeting my Daddy: Once we get comfortable with each other, we go well know gay clubs, bars, sex shops, etc. and he would find Guys to experiment and play with me while he watches. Once things get very sexual he grows protective of me and loves me like his long lost lover. He then takes me back to his and we have the sexiest, passionate and romantic make out, sex session. I’m squealing with excitement just thinking about it.

I'm inexperienced with the opposite sex as I'm a Virgin With women as well as men. I struggle to make friendships and romantic relations with women and it makes me question If I’m just inadept, poor social skills with women OR actually BI/Gay? I'm a Bicurious guy and I've been thinking about being gay for a longtime now. I'm looking to have my first time and a cute romantic experience with atop Older experienced Man (30-60) Would like to have love, kisses and cuddles. TBH, I'll like to be turned gay. I fail at getting women and have found men seem much easier to build relationships with. I've decided I'd like to try and something cute, sexy and hot with another guy but I’d love to have a kind, caring and understanding Top/Dom Boyfriend/Daddy who; take care of me and treat me well. I'm shy, tall and Chubby (that latter is lowering as I am working out and losing it). I'd like to be seduced, engage in dirty talk, nice display of manners and politeness. Around him I wanna be treated like I'm the women of the relationship and have cute, romantic and sexy moments. I'd love to be able to kiss and make out with him and Explore each others bodies. I've decided I'd like to try and something cute, sexy and hot with another guy.

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