I am looking for an older guy that I'm attracted to to be my mentor, caregiver, and Dom. I won't be in NYC for a long while, but I want to meet up regularly once I am. You have to host.

My body does not pass. I am stocky. However, my face is feminine, penis is small, and hair is long. I am white.

I don't know how to feminize myself at all. I would rather be your doll and have you put me in whatever clothes you want and teach me how to be a sissy. I don't even know how to shave my butt :/ I'm looking for your help to give me a fashion style. Whatever clothes you have/buy, I'll wear it. I want to be free use for dress up.

I'm shy and a mostly straight bisexual with some internalized homophobia, so I'm sorry but a lot of anal stuff like stretching or sex is probably off the table. We can do other cnc stuff though. I will probably break down and cry if you touch me too much (from trauma), which can be really hot maybe. Being free use for fondling sounds fun too. I might be open to oral stuff, but only down the line. I want you to ask invasive questions like as if I'm your daughter too, like who do I have a crush on and what do I fantasize about doing with them. It would be cool if you could supervise me trying to get girls like a Daddy. I want to be a little sometimes too.

I prefer bears or hairy guys, but the older the better all around.

I'm not into sexting. I just want to make sure we can talk online first so I feel comfortable for when we meet up. Don't ask me invasive questions right now. I only want to start the dynamic when I'm in NYC.