I'm 39, not exactly young. Still, the thought of being on all fours while a bear of a man with a dick thicker than my arm is holding me down with his powerful arms and stabbing my hole so deep I'm about scream. Whether that's because it hurts so bad or because the pain is causing my own dick to drip clear semen all over the garage floor. Each time i let out a groan, he thrusts inside me harder - I feel like he's breaking me apart but I don't want it to stop. He keeps whispering, "You can do this. I know you can take it. Like a champ. Like a real man." I don't want to let him down.

My dad was around growing up. He was an intellectual and not exactly oozing with big dick energy. I never fantasized about him or any of the men in my family. But just the same, I craved those masculine type activities that my friends got to do. Hiking, hunting, sweating, grunting.

Now at almost 40, Im still looking for an older role model to teach me how to be a man. To teach me how to take his dick like a man. So when he invites his buddies over for bbq and brew, he can be proud when the decide to put me on the spit.