I honestly don't know if this is the right place to talk about this but I have to get this out of my system because it's all I can think about.

I'm 19 and I'm definitely not packing when it comes to size. My dick's a tiny two inches soft and about 5 1/2 hard, and I don't know why but recently, every single time I jerk off all I want to do is watch another man piss in front of me. An older man with a bigger dick, a real man just pissing right before me. I want to watch him unbutton his pants and pull down his bulging underwear to urinate in front of me, on me, just anything. I want to feel the smell of it everywhere, I want to taste it on my tongue, when I think of it I can't even stop myself from cumming.

I'm fully aware no one asked but it's just been going through my head day and night. Every time I jerk off I wish I was feet away from someone pissing and I don't know what to do or who to talk to about it. I wish I could savour someone else's piss so badly right now, taste a real man's waste in me.