Hi,

Just thought I'd share my first forray into gay sex as I was exploring at the time, this was about 10 years ago and being gay or anything like that was certainly not as open as it is today.

So I was 21 at the time and my friend had been using backpage for hookers at the time so I got on and had a look a d discovered m4m and looked into that a little, I then decided to post an add, got a few hits pretty quickly but was far away from me until I got a message from someone only a few kilometers away so I decided, Ok I will do this.

Did my research and decided to clean myself out.

So got to this guy's place, was like 10pm at night knocked on his door, he was waiting for me, I mentioned I'd like to try bdsm so as soon as he let me in i was blindfolded and led into his room where he then ordered me to strip so I did then he cuffed my hands then ordered me to get on my knees and started to fuck my face. Keep in mind this is my first time so I was so excited and just followed orders like a good boy.

After he face fucked me for about 10 mins he picked me up and threw me on the bed, stomach down then grabbed my ankle and pulled me to the edge of the bed then started eating my ass, I'm precumming like crazy while he rimmed me, then he got his out(I've never had anything in my ass before this point)

Then he started toying my asshole, I'm screaming at this point so he gagged me because he had to open up my asshole to warm me up , even with the gag I was making a lot of noise but I eventually learned to take it.

So he toyed me for about half an hr, I shot probably 2 loads in this time before he eventually decided he wanted his go, with a bit of force I had his fairly decent sized cock in me , everything felt massive to me.

He took it slow at first before he totally destroyed my asshole for about 15 minutes while I shot off another load.

I had tears running down my face while he had his hand around my neck fucking me into the bed from behind and eventually unloading a massive cum shot in my ass, then once he was done told me to get up, have a shower and get out.

I remember walking back to my car shaking and then got home and just had cum falling out of me.

I loved the feeling of being degraded like this and what I didn't realize is it totally corrupted me.

It was awhile before I had sex with a man again, I just wish I had been more of a whore when I was younger