My bf knows this about me. We have been dating for two years. We have had about 10 3sums which I've never been able to do with anybody else before because I get jealous. But I'm comfortable with him. Thing is I miss the excitement of somebody new and the 3sum thing is only every month or two. He says he likes watching me get fucked, and it turns him on as long as I don't have feelings or start any kind of on going thing. I am basically wanting to be open, with a no ask no tell policy as I don't want to know what or if he does because of my jealousy. He is gone a lot for work, so yeah. Any suggestions? I know probably talk to him or whatever, I just don't want to lose him because I love him whole heartedly and would like to be with him forever. I just don't think this feeling of wanting to fuck other people here and there will go away. Any suggestions Thanks Reddit