Ok so I have always wanted to go to a gay bath way back in the early 90's ( yes I'm 52 now ) And now being on prep pills and at day 20 I'm feeling like I'm covered on that part at least.

Live in Miami and every so often there is one of " those " parties and from what I have read and heard is that 99% are bareback and dumping their loads deep .

So this has been my dream since I was 15, but back then hiv prevented me from even "" looking "" at a man ,,,lol . Although I did force myself to try and when I was 22 I went to the location advertised in the Village Voice paper, walked down the street and got within inches of walking in but " fear " took hold and I kept walking.

Now I feel safe with Prep and this time I want to make up for lost ( Decades ), I don't want to look like a sex starved maniac , but I definitely want to get as much dick as I can , and better not be a condom or pulling out involved.

I've been pent up with desire since the 90's that's a long time.

Porn can only do so much and dildos have kept me but Now I want the real thing

Has anyone gone to a cum onion party before?

Can I get a room and stay all day and night ??

Not desperate, just an old bird that never learned to fly and still in the nest having always wanted to fly but fear always held me down