Though it's approaching 1 a.m., I still feel wide awake. The start of junior year has been rough, and I went from thinking that I'd have an easy semester to feeling more stressed than I ever have before. After a very long night in the library agonizing over some essays, I feel anxious and in need of... well, I don't know, actually. As the fall weather sets in, it's kind of cold in my dorm room. I've hardly been seeing friends, let alone trying to date. I can feel that particular ache in my chest that always comes when it's been ages since I've last had some physical affection. Ugh, what I wouldn't give to have someone to cuddle with right now, to wrap me up in his strong arms as we fall asleep spooning.

I know it's an unlikely place to find what I want, but I open Grindr anyway. A faceless profile messages me, and the only reason I respond is that they're close. Really close. And I'm kind of intrigued by who this "dl frat bro" might be. I ask for a face pic, and you suggest we go to snap. Ugh, a typical closet case. I have nothing to lose, though, so I add you. I open your snap and my jaw drops. You're handsome. Like, teen heartthrob hot. It's almost hard to believe that you're not catfishing me.

We start talking, and you seem pretty chill. After a short while, the inevitable question arises: "So, what are you looking for?" I'm upfront and say that all I'd really be down for is cuddling and sleeping. It's cold, I've had a long week, and a big spoon sounds wonderful. You seem like you're on the same page--no sex, just some affection--and you're probably a five-minute walk away. I decide to give you a chance. After all, cuddling is better than sleeping alone, right? But things take a turn at some point during our meetup. Whether it's the body contact while we're cuddling and sleeping or my good looks that get you going, you need to get off. You're not going to take no for an answer, are you?

Ideally, I'd like for this starting scene--a non-con/dub-con scenario--to lead to our characters unexpectedly hitting it off. Having you force yourself on me, while a lot to handle at the time, ends up being one of the hottest experiences of my life. Maybe we make it a regular thing, coming up with a variety of scenarios to embrace this shared kink of ours. Maybe we even start to catch feelings and have to figure out how to balance insanely rough sex and clandestine little dates. In short, a lot of smut and a little bit of slice of life is what I'm hoping for.

Long-term partners are very strongly preferred. Please be upfront about your availability. I also definitely prefer to role play using Discord, and I like detailed replies that are exchanged in a timely manner (one right after the next while we're both free). I often send a couple of paragraphs per turn and like to receive about the same back. If it's going to take you a very long time to type (e..g, you're on your phone), you're not a fan of detail, and you're only looking for something quick to get off to, we're likely not a good match.

Send me a chat if you're interested, and let's talk a bit to see if we're a good fit! Bonus points if you're also a college student and/or around my age. I also don't mind getting to know my rp partner just a bit outside of our writing.

Kinks: non-con, free use, forced, rough, sloppy face fucking, rough choking, strugglefucking, watersports, light bondage, name-calling, painal, and more. Mild puke only if it's from a brutal face fucking and is not played with in any way. For roughness, I don't mind getting bruised up a bit or feeling like my ass is absolutely wrecked, but let's stop short of broken bones and such.

Limits: my kinks aren't especially wholesome, but that said, I draw the line at snuff, scat, animals, extreme violence (i.e., bodily damage, mutilation, weapons), and the like.