I am seriously contemplating letting go of my heterosexuality and giving up on women all together. 90% of the time when I masturbate I think about cock or sucking cock or fucking cock. I do think about women sometimes but I have not been with a woman in years and I don't see it getting any better. I don't have any game to attract women anymore and cock seems readily available.

I started out harmless watching Shemale videos, CEI clip, then forced bi or suck for your Mistress videos. Then I started watching gay hypnosis videos, visiting gay chat sites and starting my own gay tumblr. Now the only way i can get an erection is imaging or watching a real Men use a sissy or gayboi and fantasizing it's me being used.

Thus, my new mantra is 1. I am letting go of heterosexuality. 2. I am exploring homosexuality. 3. I am training to be a cocksucker. 4. I am training to be a faggot.