Hi! I recently did a chat with someone where I fingered my hole for the first time and jerked myself off all over my stomach. It was amazing. And humiliating. I never touched my ass like that before.

Looking to explore this more with someone via chat. I have had a lot of gay fantasies (see my profile for some examples) but never actually had gay sex or even put myself out there for another man. I am very afraid to explore these desires. Not just with other men, but my attraction to humiliation, degradation, feminization and more.

I want to have someone push me to explore these desires. Ask me questions, find my vulnerabilities and psychological weak spots. Fuck my brain and my psyche. Bully me and corrupt me by making me embrace all the things I'm afraid of. Make me cry with shame as I jerk myself to orgasm doing something I would normally never do.

Not a quick jerk off session, this would be long term if you have the patience for it. But I promise it will be a rewarding journey for both of us.

Happy to chat on reddit or Discord. Thoughtful, literate and patient men preferred!

Kinks: Humiliation, degradation, feminization, cum Limits: Scat, vomit