Show my husband and I have been together almost 10 years and with our 3rd almost 4. When we got together we said anyone can end it to maintain the friendship that we developed. Well now that’s it over I’m kinda Stuck… we are working on maintaining our friendship you sometimes a struggle, I love him but I’m no longer in love with him, and his recently make me question him and his reasoning to leave. I truly am starting to wonder if you really ever invested into this relationship like my husband an I were…. That being said my husband I know I thought he discussed finding another third to join our relationship… unfortunately right now I’m just very closed off and I’m having a hard time trusting peoples true intentions. I wanted to be respectful of our exes feelings towards all of this but i’m not sure because I don’t really think he respected us or maybe he did but not as much as we respected and fought for this relationship….

Thoughts are welcome and you cannot socially tell me that I’m crazy

I do apologize if this is not allowed to be posted I just thought I’d throw it out there