This took place when I was younger between 14 and 15 years old; just when my curiosity about other men particularly ones in my family was getting stronger. So, I had a cousin who would randomly show up at our house to spend the night. For some reason, he would visit the family and his baby mamma, and he didn't like driving back to his home city at night, so he'd come to our house and crash. He was probably 15-20 years older than me, so we weren't close at all. He only ever stayed one night, and then he'd get up early and leave. Well, this particular night I don't know which was raging more, my hormones or my curiosity. He slept on the sofa-bed we had in the den which was literally right around the corner from my room. I got up out of my bed slowly and quietly crawled to the den where he lay in a deep sleep...or so I thought. Keep in mind our house would be pitch black at night; it'd be so dark you literally couldn't see your hand in front of your face. Since he was in this deep stupor, I figured could make my move. I was nervous as fuck and could hear my heart beating in my chest like a damn Indian drum. It was time. Now or never. I just had to do it. I really needed to do it. I wanted to do it. So, I'm on my knees and I reached up and ever so gently touched his dick! OMG! I did it! I liked it, but thought to myself, "that was too quick!" I didn't get a "handful" (a really good feel), so went back for seconds. This time I allowed my hand to feel not only the warmth, but the girth of his dick. Man, my cousins dick was thick and it wasn't even hard! I was in this euphoric state as I molested my cousin in his sleep. I was young and stupid, not realizing as I'm getting excited my actually putting more pressure on his dick. While my hand lay caressing my cousin’s soft penis, I feel it jump and then he moved. I quickly moved my hand, and instantly regretted it, because of that swift move, it caused him to wake up. I was like ooooooooooh fuck! I figured if I just didn't move, he wouldn't see me since it was dark. I don't know if he had night vision or what, but he saw me, and was like "Man what are you doin?" Now he was saying this shit loud enough to wake the entire house. He just kept asking me questions, "Why did you do that?" You can't be doing shit like that to people!" "You like doing that?!?" (Duuh, yeah) I sat motionless and couldn't speak, all I could do is shrug my shoulders to his questions. Finally, he stopped with the questions. I got up off the floor and went back to my room. I was so embarrassed I didn't know what to do. obviously didn't sleep not one wink. I just knew when morning came, he'd tell my family that I was feeling all over his dick while he was sleeping.

The next morning, he didn't leave early like normal. I stayed in my room in the bed with the covers
over my head. I didn't go for breakfast or anything. I was hellbent on staying in my room, under the covers until he left. He DID NOT say anything to my family, but it was hard to look him in the face most of my teenage years. I have never forgotten and I can almost bet that neither had he. I did try and catfish
him years ago, but he never replied. He and my uncle were pretty close, I can almost guarantee he shared what happened with my uncle. I can't see why he couldn't, they grew up together.