I want the most simple of things: to have my life completely ruined and destroyed by an insatiable addiction to cock. It must become the only thing I think about! When I am getting some I am thinking of ways to make it last longer or get more or make it even more degrading and disgusting. When I am not getting fucked or have a cock in my mouth all I can think of how to change that. My every waking hour is spent either taking cock or looking for it. Just as an addiction to drugs consumes a user, I want that to be the only priority in my life…so that family and friends are neglected…work and responsibilities too. So that I am unemployable and obsessed for 16 hours a day! I don’t enjoy it, in fact every time there is a cock inside of me it’s a reminder that I am a worthless cock addicted cum dump…every stranger I knew before and blow…whose cum I swallow is a testimony to my lost potential…I hate every second of it and how it feels and makes me feel…but I can’t control it…I can’t stop it…it’s all I live for…everything I live for. I don’t ever want it to be for my pleasure…never wish to cum again. Only sense of fulfilment in life comes from when others use and enjoy me!

I seek a hypnotic master who both enjoys the idea of breaking a powerful man and destroying the life and mind of an otherwise normal and productive man. I know what I am seeking and I accept the consequences of that life.