I have come to the conclusion that I must have anal stimulation in order to fully have that sexual release from jerking off. Only issue is it’s hard to play with my hole every day and I try to not do it more than twice a week because I am worried my whole might get too loose and average sized tops might not be able to enjoy it. But if I have anal play I feel that full sexual relief otherwise 30 seconds after jacking off
I have that same itch that is over whelming and I can’t think about anything else other than that. Maybe it’s my prostate really wanting that internal stimulation.

Does anyone have any tips on how to play often but not have to loose of a hole? Or how to fix this?