Well, it seemed at the time that CL personals were no longer an option and I wanted to suck dick. I’m Bi and my urge to play and suck a man comes and goes, it’s almost a cycle but I am a cock/cum slut for a couple months and then nothing for months or even years.

This time my thirst to suck a man was in full swing and unrelenting, I looked at guys in public and would wonder how big their cock was, how they liked head, if I were to blow them, what would their face look like. My urges got the best of me and I downloaded Grindr to see what that world was like. Back then it was guys who actually wanted to hook up and get off…being the new profile on the block, I got a ton of hits but one stood out. It was a guy who wanted head, walk in, no talking, suck-swallow, and leave.

I will suck a 5, but not a 2 if that makes sense. So I was chatting with a guy who lived about a mile from me, about 15 years older, and horny. I got his address and headed over, nervously walked in and found him sitting on the couch watching porn, I loved it. I instantly dropped to my knees and started to suck his cock…worship it is a better adjective. I started slow and worshipped his cock for all I could, it had been forever since I sucked a man and I was going to savor every taste, smell, touch, etc.

Listening to him moan and play with my hair was so arousing, I was bursting in my pants, my cock head couldn’t have been more hard or tight…I could have put it through drywall at that point with zero pain. I like to start my blowjobs with a long and wide-tongued lick from the taint to the cock head, do that a few times to get everything wet and sloppy, then swallow the head, shaft as much as I can, then work his balls and stroke the hell out of him until he explodes in my mouth. I don’t waste a drop of man-seed, swallow all of it.

Once he was drained, I sat there on my knees sucking on his cock like a pacifier while he sat in the couch…somehow my pants ended up around my ankles and I decided to try something new…I sat on his lap, wanting to feel his cock in my ass crack, just to see something. When I did, I felt that now hardening meat stick, that would about 200 degrees hot in my ass crack….it felt AMAZING. He played with my hole with his cock head and teased the hell out of me, jerking me off and blowing my load all over our legs and feet.

It was about 1am and he had to work at 6am, he asked if we could continue another time but the next time would be him playing with my body….i knew what that meant, I was hard the whole way home thinking about it and instantly went to work when I got home.

By work, I meant preparing for the next time. I had purchased a 4 pack anal training set, I had been playing with the smallest size in my ass for fun (about 3/4 of an inch across at the wisest)…I had a goal to be able to take the largest in a few weeks (about 1 3/4” across) so I could finally realize what I had fantasized about for YEARS…to finally have a cock in my ass and use my body (other than my moth or hand) to drain another man. This guy would ultimately be my first time being able to have sex with a man from beginning to end…but that’s a story for another day.