I cannot tell you how long I have fantasised about giving myself to a man, but fear and nerves had always held me back. To go from the idea of being straight to embracing my feminine energy and exploring has been completely freeing. It’s one thing to flirt and sext with random men online, to imagine them thrusting into you and feeling their manly body pressed down upon you, but to experience it first hand was a step I’d always been afraid to take.That was until I met an absolute gentleman on Grindr.

Taking an extended lunch break from work, I agreed to meet him at his place nearby. Originally I had planned to meet another femboy somewhere public for some light play and toy play but when that fell through I decided to message this guy I had been talking to for a short while. I told him that I was a virgin bottom and that I wasn’t up for anything too full on, perhaps just some cuddles, cock worship and maybe a blowjob.

He told me we could go as slow and gentle as I wished. It’s what I had been looking for, a gentle dom top who could patiently mould me into everything he wished me to be.

When I walked into his home, his friendly charm lulled me in and helped me relax. He took me to his room and after some brief small talk I had stripped to everything but my black thong. We made out as I eagerly took his thick cock in my hand, admiring it up close, jerking him slowly as my mouth sucked upon his nipples. His gentle encouragement pushed me to explore further.

He laid me back and unfurled my own cock which he sucked until I was so close I was shaking. I knew I had to push further still.

I rolled onto my stomach and asked him to remove my plug. I’d brought a pink vibrator I had never used upon myself and ask it he would fuck me with it. The insertion was nice but I was thinking to myself…could it really compare to the real thing?

I swallowed my nerves and told him to grab a condom. The whole moment was sweaty and exciting. I slowly humped his bed as I waited for him to lay on top of me. I couldn’t tell or see how much of his cock he slid into me but it felt unlike any pleasure I’d ever felt before! I found myself pushing my ass back against him wanting as much as I could take. My legs trembled from the pleasure which he told me he found hot.

I had no plans to take it that far but I’m glad I did. I proved to myself that I can bottom and that I love it. I can’t wait for the opportunity to be fucked again.