First off i want to apologize for how long this. A little about myself, I’m a “straight” married man. 34, average build, handsome, good job, attractive wife. I work in NYC, sometime long hours. Anyway, So maybe about 5-6 years ago I began, for some reason I started watching mfm porn then it went to mmf porn then I mixed in tranny porn. I got so turned on by watching other guys fool around with other guys, watching shemales fuck other guys. I figured out I’m not attracted to men but I’m attracted to nice cocks and I want to suck one. I pay very close attention when my wife blows me and she’s good at it! Fast forward two-three years ago. I get really horny watching this stuff and google “curious gay” and sniffies and grindr pop up. I couldn’t download Grindr because its an app so I did sniffies because it’s web based. Created a profile added some dick pictures, I was getting hits like crazy within 5-10 miles from my house. I chatted with a few guys. Me and this one guy connected, he was few years older, normal single guy, good build and nice cock. We chatted and set something up for the following day I had work from home and while my wife was at work. That morning I finished up my first call, now I’m free for a few hours, I tell frank I’m free. He gives me his address and I head his way, 15-20 minute drive. I was SO NERVOUS. Sweating, hands shaking feeling nauseous , i actually thought about turning back but I was determined.

I get to his house, he’s sitting on the couch, we talk some nerves away. He was very understanding that this was my first time with another man. I felt really comfortable. I follow him into his bedroom when he gets naked and holy crap for a straight man I thought he was super hot. I felt my cock start getting chubby. He starts helping me take off my clothes and he tells me to lay down. He starts sucking my semi hard cock and it was super hard very quickly. I was so turned on watching him work my cock. He stops sucking and starts kissing up my hips chest neck then mouth. Kissing WAS NOT PART OF MY PLAN but he was attractive, well groomed and i was super turned on so I went with it and it was hot (still prefer kissing women over men). I told him "I want to suck you now" before he could say anything i was sucking his dick. just the way i liked mine sucked, hand mouth ,twisting wrist combo. i was actually very good at it. he was moaning and saying my name and how he couldn't believe this was my first time. i even took him deep a few times. i went back up to him, cock first, sitting on his chest and started feeding him my cock. i was reaching back and rubbing his dick, every couple thrusts i can feel it touch my ass.i really wanted to sit on it but i wasn't ready for that. we took a little break, kissing rolling around rubbing each other then we got into the 69 position, side by side. we both had each others dicks in our mouths and playing with each others asshole. same thinking, we both starting fingering each others asses, this is nothing new to me. My wife and i love ass play while we give each other oral. He tells me he's getting close to cumming. we stop 69ing and i tell him to stand at the edge of the bed so i can get on my knees. this was it, this is what i came for, after so many years of thinking about it. i sucking him so hard working his cock to get that cum out i hear his breathing and moaning getting deeper and heavier, i know hes very close. his hands are on my head and hes going longer harder strokes in my mouth. he let out such a manly (and hot) grunt and i feel his cock twitch and a ton of cum hit the back of my throat. in that split second i remembered i didnt want to taste cum so i rammed my face as far into his hips as i could gagging on his dick but didnt care because in my mind it was better than tasting cum. he shot his load literally deep down my throat, I don't know what i was worried about because it didn't taste bad and it was so hot getting him off.

At this point i was ready to explode. i sat on a sofa off to the side in his room and now he was on his knees between my lets. he starting rubbing my cock i felt like i was being edged. as he grazed his tongue up and down my shaft and at that point i yelled out "im going to cum!" he instantly took my cock deep down his throat as i shot ropes hard and fast into there. we went back to the bed and rubbed each other and cooled down. he offered a shower to/with me but i really had to head home to be ready for my next call. we got dressed chatted for a minute and i left. there was no weirdness or anything which was such a relief. i did feel a little bad about technically cheating on my wife but i had to do this. Im so glad i went through with it. Frank and i still speak and occasionally see each other when i get the urge again, which is a few times a year.