I’m a 20 year old with a girlfriend and 5 month old daughter, I am happy and I have a great sex life with my girlfriend of 2 years , but for the past few years even before I met my girlfriend I would watch gay porn occasionally and I liked it I would watch it just as much as straight porn I would go back and forth between the 2, when I first started watching it I downloaded grinder and met up with this dude whom I watched suck off another dude, it made me feel uncomfortable especially cause they were quite a bit older than me so I left with out doing anything. Fast forward to today I’ve been watching porn a little more than often recently cause me and my girlfriend have both been arguing a little bit (nothing serious) but I downloaded grinder again just to see what would happen and I ended up almost instantly having some dude 6 miles away willing to come and suck my cock. Let me tell you, that’s all we did and my girlfriend can suck dick but this dude wanted and needed my cock he knew exactly what to do with his mouth and exactly when to do it and then he swallowed my cum without second guessing it and then KEPT SUCKING it perfectly with out over stimulating. Safe to say it was amazing no strings attached sloppy head. I was feeling amazing until I realized I’m a good man and love my girlfriend so much so I’m kinda hurt I kinda (I did) cheated on her and got my dick sucked while she was at work. I don’t know she always jokes and says “ if you cheat on me do it with a guy” lol little does she know Idk anyone have any thoughts ?