So I’m 25 and have been single all my life. Never really even had a serious relationship or any relationship with a guy other than str8 guys as friends or my brothers but never romantically and never been on a date etc. In 2022 I had this bad mental breakdown due to other life things but I promised to work on myself and I have. Since then I’ve meditated. Got more into word. Pray everyday. And also focus on what I even want in life or even a boyfriend. Now it’s 2024 and I’m not all the way sure if I’m ready for a boyfriend only cuz I’ve been alone all my life and the thought of romance is nice etc but idk. Anywho. I’m still working on myself but I’m just a perfectionist so I’ll always want personal growth but i just want to experience having a boyfriend but i also see everyone around me in toxic relationships so that’s scary. But i always look at cute guys like Mmm could he be it ? Not to mention touch deprived lmao . I guess I’m just looking for others in the same boat and see if I’m trippin lmao or is it normal lol