35 year old bi guy here. Have demisexual outlook. Need intimacy for fulfilling sex. Gay hookup culture is just so…impersonal and random. Been craving an intimate and loving encounter with another man. Finally had it tonight.

Been taking to an older married guy I met on Grindr. Been talking for a few months. He’s a white guy in his 50’s, married (open relationship) bearded, and well built. Through our chats, he tells me that he mentors boys, which is great because I love that daddy/son dynamic. Something about a fulfilling and intimate sexual relationship with an older man who can guide you in your bi journey and give masculine guidance…It just captures my imagination. Plus he’s kinky. So we finally met up tonight. His husband was upstairs watching a movie. We decided beforehand that fucking was not going to be a priority. That we were just going to cuddle. I was nervous. At first we just sat on his sofa, talking about work, our lives, his marriage. Not long after, I was shirtless laying on his chest, kissing and talking about kinks. We then went into his bedroom, and he sucked me in a way I’ve never felt before. And after that, we fucked. First with him on top and after that, doggy. After I came, I gave him a massage. The fact that we are both into group sex and don’t mind sharing partners has me thinking that this might be the fulfilling loving and kinky relationship with another man that I was looking for. Glad I got to experience it.