How To Feel More Féminine

Hi! I’m Stephan. I’m a male born physically male. But I have gender dysphoria. For years I lived as a girl and had totally socially transitioned. But two years ago I decided it was too exhausting and due to my new religious beliefs decided to return to living life as a male. I just don’t feel like it’s in my best interest as a Christian to like as full on cross dresser and stuff. Anyway.

I’m broke and have no job, and but I just wanna feel more female again. I don’t wanna spend a lot of money, and don’t wanna start actually living as a cross dresser or trans girl or anything like that.

I own some makeup. And nail polish. And black tights. And male bikini underwear. But I’m trying to figure out ways to feel more girly without seeming overly feminine

Any tips on ways to feel more girly without breaking the bank or church teaching?