Just coming here to vent. Three years ago I joined this subreddit after overdosing on painkillers and being given MORE at the hospital. It’s been wild and painful and honestly I’m not gonna lie gastritis changed and stole some of the best years of my life 21-24. I healed halfway, started back smoking drinking, flared a couple times, I’ve been fighting with it because it’s chronic. I hope I don’t make anyone lose hope because my healing journey doesn’t have to be yours, I got significantly better and my posts on here still stand with what I did to help myself get better. Right now tho guys, I’m sick again. I’m in a serious flare and I haven’t been able to eat all week, just yogurt Gatorade eggs, yesterday was the best day for eating for me with plain soup, lentils, a pear and eggs. I’m just laying here on my bed totally fatigued and exhausted and sad and scared and I just could use some encouragement again from you guys who are here with me. I know I’ll be okay again but my hypochondria is scrambling my brain and I just…I’m sad…