Ive been gambling for a year now on sports and Ive done some things just for the locks. Ive had to move states and sell my car and start a new and yada yada. I recently hit my lowest in this whole year and it wasnt a lot but It was sufficient to make my living hurt for a couple weeks. I took out two loans, asked a friend for some money and my insurance money. I bet it all, i lost it all. Im glad good people surround me cuz if I had done something with a loan shark I woulda been killt.

Addicition is real, mental health when losing is shit.

But when im up im the fucking man.

Had to take a time out for a month and regroup.

Im officially a gambling addict.