Hey all, just wanted to come in and say today is day 20 off that wretched site. I had self excluded for only 3 months back in march after 120k in emotional gambling to get through the new years. I found the site on 12/28, my moms passing is 12/30. I was repulsed when I went over my finances after February and managed to hit 3 month break. That ended maybe 34 days ago but I went back hardddd. For those 14 days I maxed out deposits each day, 2k and redeemed 0 each day despite one day being up to 10k.

I was dating this new girl and while by the fire pit, I told her I could use her help. I told her I’ve spent 28k in the last two weeks and couldn’t get myself to exclude again. After trying to comprehend how that was possible, she quickly noticed I was struggling. She asked me what she needed to do and I brought up the page. I said please, can you hit this button for me. I had it and 1 year and she quickly changed it to 5 years and clicked. God bless that girl.

Today is day 20 and I haven’t even thought about gambling since day 5 or 6. At the rate I was going, there is now 40k more crypto in my account than there should be. I have money to spend on frivolous things now and have a vacation planned for august. Keep at it all!