Right now

Across the ocean

You are rolling over on your mattress, cock pressed to the floor

White walls

White shades

Barracuda sounds from the community hall next door

An 아저씨 is sniping away at his car, your mother's boss's car, everybody's car

As they flow down the narrow, busy road

Pointing away from the mountain you don't climb any more

With your bad knees

Towards the sea, towards the sunrise

Towards me.

The box I sent you for your birthday

I imagine your mother carefully placing it in the corner of your tiny room

So that when you roll over

White legs

Brown cock

Your feet brush against it, brush against the box I sent you, the books I sent you

For your birthday, wrapped in a velvet purple ribbon

Defiantly, because I knew you would say 'that's not my favorite color'

And I would have this moment of release

When you were forced to think about me, about something I liked, something I loved

About color

About me

This catharsis when I force you to acknowledge what I am to you

Acknowledge love

And color

And me

Your pale feet are pressing against the brown box in the corner of your room

Full of books, but you don't know that

Because you never opened it

Your white thighs flex, because your cock is hard now, the power of the box

Seeping through your soles

Your hand is clenching, squeezing your white duvet

Remembering my red mouth on your white neck

My blue fingernails trembling through your soft black hair

A cobweb of precum gathering on the base of your hard cock

As I slip a fat pink nipple in your mouth

And push all of that color

All of me

On top of the slippery tip, making you fuck me

Fuck color and sound, soft teal sighs and sticky red wishes and blue, always blue when I whisper your name

When I call your name

When I cum underneath you.

When you cum

More white.

White on your rusty fingertips, white belly, white walls

Surrounding the box where you keep me

The box you pretend isn't there

Unless you've just woken up,

Unless

Your body reaches for color

Before you can stop it

You body reaches

For me.