I was considering posting this with some sort of emo karaoke attached but I'm having difficulty with this computer and audacity.

Hi, GWA community. Lottie Squeaks here. I used to be more active around here. I guess this is a life update, and I guess this is also an "I hope I can be more active again soon" post?

Anywho, life update. Back in January I had surgery to correct a problem with my legs. My Achilles tendons were too short and needed to be released so that I can walk normally, stand normally, and live an average adult life without my feet and legs trying to murder me. The surgery went well. So did the physical therapy, which wrapped up at the end of March.

What's not going so well is like... everything else. My mental health is tanking, which makes continuing to exist really difficult. I'm basically stuck and stagnating while my body keeps working on surgery recovery. I still have very little privacy, I still don't have my license, and I'm still stuck 600 miles from my boyfriend and his family and friends, who actually make me feel like I'm worth trying for.

End of 2016 I was hoping to get a podcast started for the LGBT community of the audio erotica subreddits. It's April and I've made no progress on that, and I'm sorry. It's not looking likely for me to be able to get that started until I'm more stable and in possession of a better microphone.

I hope that there's some kind of audio-erotic future in store for me, I really do. Y'all are a really wonderful community and I'm so, so glad I've been a part of it. I've been lurking a bit and trying to write a bit, but I fucking miss you guys and I wanna get involved again. So, let's hope for the best, I guess.