So~ I recently acquired “G” specifically it’s BDO. Which seems to be the worst option in the G suite.

I am used to casual drinking. Maybe 2 -3 days out of the week I’ll have a beer or 2 with dinner or go get drunk at a party on the weekend once - twice a month. I’m 27 and have been coming out of my partying phase for the last 2 years.

Ideally I want to replace alcohol with G. And have a respected casual relationship with it. It overall seems like the better option and this post is trying to figure that out.

I have had it for 2 weeks and have done it maybe 5-6 times since acquiring it. I love it!

Question 1: Is this too often? How often would you recommend is ok while avoiding addiction/abuse/withdrawal symptoms? I am too new to experience any of it/know what it looks like.

Question 2: what do the red flags look like? (Besides ‘overdosing’) I’m talking about addiction signs, withdrawal symptoms, behavioral changes to be aware of etc. when to back off? Any boundary advice?

In regards to a vice I am fully aware nothing is ‘healthy’ however some things are worse for you than other’s. In terms of brain damage, or other organ damage, behavioral damage, etc. Question 3: Is G ‘better for you’ than Alcohol, Molly, other drugs, etc? I understand it depends on the relationship, in this context I am referring to establishing a respectful casual relationship with it and replacing my casual drinking tendencies with G.

Question 4: I have BDO, should I throw it away and find GHB instead? I prioritize the healthier option if it’s possible. Is there a major difference between GHB and BDO in regards to health, safety, effects, etc? Are we comparing apples to apples? Or is it comparing apples to pears?

I like G for the following reasons:

A: I love the euphoria

B: It feels like Alcohol but without the hangover and without damaging my liver, less brain damage, and no fat gain. With G I can stay looking fit, athletic, and overall in good shape. Question 5: With this being said, is G the better option than alcohol? What am I missing?

C: It makes me horny and fun! I am a gay porn model and while I love my job, sometimes it can be exhausting having to make content even when I don’t feel like it. It’s my full time job. My first time 2 weeks ago I used ‘G’ before filming a scene, and it was awesome! Tons of fun! It helps with my cam shows too. I make about $1K a cam show, camming 3 days a week. I have done it secretly for 2 cam shows. so it’s REALLY good money and so far a little G is really working magic. I made a few hundred more on those shows than I did on sober shows. I am on a rush of the G, the sexual acts, the money, the exhibition thrill, and feeling loved and praised, etc. so yeah to be honest I’m feeling like king of the world (again) lately. This is where I feel like my slope is the slipperiest. It makes work fun, exciting, and easy. Essentially it feels like a tool. Not for use all the time, but for when it’s helpful. Question 6: Any advice on establishing a boundary with it and my work? I think I want to continue using it for work but establishing a boundary with it so that I avoid abuse/addiction, and still have an absolute blast!

I believe there is balance when it comes to substances, I am seeking advice on how to set up boundaries, and find balance with this new wonderful substance. I want to enjoy it responsibly, and would love some guidance to avoid addiction.

Thank you in advance for your advice, I hope you have a wonderful day.