I've always been submissive, drawn to taboo kinks, and a DL at heart. As time goes on these urges continue to grow. My ideal would be to make a connection with someone who shares these mutual interests with me.

I am sane, very healthy, and work in a successful career. Things are going pretty well for me - but I am constantly yearning for a kinky connection.

From outside appearances, you'd never guess I was a kinkster. I dress pretty casually. Jeans and a flannel is where I'm most comfortable. I'm introverted. I have to make an effort to speak up so people hear me. I'm quite shy and it's easy for e to get anxious. That being said, some of my strong suits are remaining calm under unexpected pressure, problem solving, and working hard to fix something.

Outside of kink I'm physically active, love road trips and camping, and also log lots of hours PC gaming. I work in engineering. I enjoy running, biking, and kayaking. I'm always open to experimenting with different hobbies, seeing new places and trying new things so don't be shy.

I am short (5'7"), lean, with fair skin and dirty blonde hair. A have an overall petite build. I exercise a lot, and I really enjoy staying active. For reference, XL goodnites are a great fit on me and I could even go down a size without issue.

Ideally, you would mutually enjoy weaving Mommy/sub dynamics into a relationship as much as seems natural. I have such a weak spot for a "Mommy knows best" approach to anything. I want to hand over some of the decision making and hand over control to you. I can guarantee you'll be rewarded with a lot of affection and praise too.

To get a little bit more specific...A lot of my kinks revolve around denial, control, submissiveness, and soft humiliation. I'd like to be thought of as Mommy's soft and cute little one who needs to be supervised. I'm not nearly as interested in the AB side of things other than handing over the decision making superiority to you, and accepting that Mommy knows best. I would be willing to explore this though.

Around the house, I would prefer to be subjected to a removal of all privacy (especially relating to the bathroom), and also to be strictly controlled - chores being given, outfits being selected for me, what I'll have for lunch, and so on. Moreover, you'd be putting me into diapers whenever you wanted me to wear (Whether this is a daily thing, saved for the weekends, or whatever balance we end up finding). I really, really like being padded. When I slip on a pull-up I feel whole. I'm not sure how to explain it - some combination of security, comfort, and softness/bulk all work so well together. I should also mention that I have a soft spot for chastity and butt plugs.

In summary, I just want to be mommy's cute little chastity pull-up boy. I really hope this appeals to you! Being put in vulnerable, exposed positions...gently controlled and molded, and of course kept soft and sweet.

Throwing a list of kinks might be considered poor taste. But I've chosen to include just a handful below in no particular order.

Mommy/boy, DL, D/s, Pegging, Chastity, Body Worship, Buttplugs, Snuggling, Bathroom use control-denial, Prostate milking, Exhibitionism, Orgasm denial-control, Enemas, Cuckolding, Premature ejaculation training, SPH, romance, affection, handjobs, and more! I am happy to just be put into diapers, but am also more than happy to be made to use them. If you can't tell, I'm pretty flexible on a lot of things. It would be nice if you were comfortable with a balance here too.

For the time being, I'd like to keep things behind closed doors. Maybe someday I'd be OK with slowly pushing the limit on that - but we'll see. I'm a practical person, and I know that life can get in the way of fantasy. For me, it's not so much that the 'play' is intense and frequent, but just that we can relate to each other because we are on the same frequency kink-wise.

If you have any questions about me, please don't hesitate to reach out. I'm comfortable chatting on reddit or moving to Discord