This message is for a very special type of person, I am aware it is long but I would suggest reading the entire thing, there is much to be gained.

As a child, I always had a deep desire to understand the world around me, and the idea that there were limits or scientific lenses did not apply. I stared at the stars and dreamed of traveling to them, I sat outside churches with hopes of encountering the divine. This hunger drove me onto a path of fascinating discovery. First in university as a psychotherapist. I would take every waking moment auditing other classes - particularly in the field of biomechanics/kinesiology and nutrition. When I wasn't studying I spent my free time in the nearby forests and mountains of the Campus. I would sit in stillness and feel peace. Sometimes birds and small creatures would come up to me. I would move on to graduate and continue to develop my skillset to this very day. I used my knowledge to help people, first friends, and family, then as word of mouth traveled I acquired more and more clients.

This has allowed me to travel around the world. It is my dream one day to create my own modality to help all of humanity and to be able to travel to the corners of the world, where there is no cell service, no doctors, just people living as if the industrial revolution never occurred. I am being deliberately vague to preserve a degree of anonymity.

My childhood can be categorized by themes such as malnourishment, neglect, gaslighting, and abuse. I have no emotional connection to anyone related to me as a result. Through my journey, I have healed and cast off all related shackles. I didn't just move to a healthy weight, My knowledge of nutrition has my hair radiant and my skin appears younger than my peers. I didn't just overcome chronic pain that once had me bedridden, I train in gymnastics/martial arts 5 days a week without a single ounce of discomfort. I taught myself social skills, learned to make lasting emotional connections, made friends, and completely changed the negative thought patterns instilled in me. My thoughts were no longer of self-hatred and lack, I deserved love and success.

Throughout this journey one thing still stuck, I maintained a deep desire for that connection. It didn't impede my work or my happiness. I found someone very special and went through a long-term relationship as an equal but the desire was not satiated. I want that emotional connection. Someone I can lean on emotionally. Someone with a big heart. Someone I can suckle, that I can hold at night. Someone with their own longing in their heart - to connect, to nourish, to protect. This can but does not need to be a sexual arrangement.

Now my bag isn't empty, there's a reason one would want to choose me. First and foremost, I am attractive and very fit 6'1, Long dark brown red hair, and visible abs. I am extremely good at what I do when it comes to the mind and body, anxiety, trauma, nutrition, chronic pain, chronic illness, etc. Apart from that I have a large number of teaching certifications that while not life-transforming I consider a source of joy. Hatha and Tantra yoga, strength and conditioning trainer, structural therapist, massage therapist (both from a medicinal perspective and a tantric perspective) hypnotherapy (I learned this to use professionally but I never found it to be the most effective tool - It can do quite a few neat things though) Meditation (an invaluable practice I've kept up since the age of 13) Extremely good cook (my particular fascination is recipes 200 years old that utilize foraged ingredients and whole foods)I sing, play multiple instruments, I love to make jokes and make people laugh. I'm aware this is quite the list, feel free to inquire/ask for verification. I own a tape measure and I absolutely love talking about my work. Photos are available on request to protect my privacy.

Be older than me (25) By a little or a lot, that is of no concern but I desire emotional maturity. All body types are welcome. I travel a lot - even if you aren't in my current neck of the woods please do get in touch. If you're hesitant if we'd be a good fit, get in touch, I don't bite. If you've read this entire post please include your favourite colour somewhere in the reply.