Iāve been listening to too much gonewildaudio again and itās itching at my brain.
Iām a plus size sub who works too hard and is finding it difficult to explore/connect/re-connect with my sexuality. I feel disconnected from it all and I miss how it used to make me feel.
I love the psychological side. The interesting conversation. The soft gentle gaslighting. Increasingly intense manipulation. The silly little mantras on a loop. To keep the thoughts out. Someone to talk to about how I want to improve and who I want to be. Something fun and light hearted.
Not just a long trudge through kink list after kink list. The usual āwhat are you intoā and the boring back and forth. Someone interesting who I can be interested in. Who I can admire and have a conversation with and get to know. Who can keep a conversation going. Who I can spend my time thinking about. And will softly and gently gaslight and manipulate. Edging, denial, teasing. I want it all. Nothing explicitly cruel or harsh. I want to be wanted and warm and cozy. Just with the delicious contrast of kink running underneath. Someone I can talk to about my day and who will tell me about theirs. And help me become the good girl I was always meant to be.
No one under 30 - you will be blocked. You arenāt what Iām looking for and thatās ok. I just donāt want to feel like such a cougar. No one in a relationship and no tories, thanks!
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