My post history has another one of my essay length, late night ramblings, so I wasn't sure what to put in this one. Please feel free to read it if this one doesn't scratch that itch for you.

Though I'm not often up late anymore, I'm fortunate enough to have a job where I do largely nothing for about 6-8 hours a day. I'm looking for someone else that feels like they really just do not posses the ability to ever shut the fuck up, and has the time to let all those odd thoughts loose. I mean that in the most positive way, I love it! Stories, opinions, a dream you had 6 months ago, etc. I mention this before anything else, because it's the most important to me. Physical attraction is only at second place in comparison. If you can't hold a great conversation, or even just a good one, for some reason that little switch just won't flip in my head.

Of course, there's a physical side to this as well. I'm ultra into bear sized, older, (softly) dominant men. If you think I'd be physically intimidated by you, you're very much in the correct category. Slightly cynical and an evil sense of humour? Also the correct category. I'm a sucker for voice messages and videos, both SFW and NSFW. Honestly, I'm unintentionally a little brat in desperate need of some discipline from someone that loves nothing more than to do exactly that. Day to day, I'm very much the do-er, decision maker, "getting things done" type. It is exhausting- so if you think you can make me let go and relax, I'd love to give you a shot at it. As far as my physical traits- I'm about 5'8, pale, dark hair and eyes, and "curvy" or however else you'd like to refer to it. I've also got an entertaining American accent, or so I've been told. It's definitively American, but the entertainment value is up for debate. I'm perfectly happy with a digital pen pal, but am also open to meeting up for...what ever it is you'd like to do if you're local, or if you are (for some reason) into travelling across the UK for internet strangers. I also don't mind travelling- Americans tend to like road trips. Plus, this country ain't really that big.

Otherwise, I've started getting back into playing video games again, I've been slacking on my gym routine, constantly trying to train a little goober of a puppy, and up until recently played guitar quite often for the better part of the past 20 years. I'm heavy into music in a very broad sense, and always looking for recommendations to get me out of my recurring rut. I also spend nearly 2 hours a day reading on public transit on the commute to and from work. Spanning from Come as You Are by Emily Nagoski to Moby Dick recently.

While I appreciate my very mundane day to day, there's a little "something" missing- something to look forward to. I don't mean looking forward to things like seeing friends, going out, concerts, major life events, or even thinking about the last piece of key lime pie waiting for me in the fridge when I get home.

I'm talking more about something just for me to know. Seeing your name pop up in my notifications and getting that little smirk across my face, actually kind of excited to reply back. Or at least that's the beginning of it. While I hate publicly being the centre of attention, I'd absolutely love to be the centre of your attention, even if just for a while. This may not make any sense whatsoever, and that's fine, as well as somewhat expected- but if it makes sense to you, please feel free to drop me a message and tell me why.

If you think you recognise me from this post, also feel free to say hello again and call me out :)