So this is a dynamic I've long sought after but have struggled to find in any lasting capacity. I don't know if you're out there, but I'm going to keep looking damn it!

I'm looking for a friend and chat partner who I could get to know, be flirty with, do friend stuff with and also chat dirty with - swap kinks, talk about fantasies and experiences etc.

But the crucial thing is, I want to feel jealous. I want to feel openly jealous and for you to not only be okay with that, but to enjoy playfully stoking that jealousy to the point of torment.

In an ideal world, I would find someone I could develop a close online friendship with, where we're in touch pretty regularly, but who would have an active physical sex life with people who are not me. And who would enjoy keeping me updated about said sex life. Would tease me about plans she was making with other men, or when she's going to go on a date. Who would make me beg for details about a steamy night.

There is an obvious cuck element to this and an element of being dommed (in a fairly gentle kind of way I'd say) but the main thing is that I want to be jealous and for it to be accepted and encouraged for me to be jealous. I want to feel the confusing mix of shame and excitement. I want to feel strung along by you, feel a sense of genuine longing for you, only to then feel my cheeks go red with embarrassment and slight genuine pain when you tell me you're not going to be able to chat tonight because you're going to be with someone else.

My kinks include: Jealousy (obviously), kissing, licking, high heels, dresses and fashion, sub/dom, light humiliation

My non kink interests include: Horror, sci fi and arthouse movies, books and fairytales, video games, art and drawing, lots of different music

Please say hi if you're interested in chatting at all. :)